You're awesome dude/dudet!
You've helped turn minecraft from a sandbox builders game into an infinite realm of possibilities. From hi-tech machines to magic and mayhem, the amount of mods that have come to minecraft is incredible. And it's all thanks to you! I've read through some of the forum post and wish I could help. Having to take on a project this big with no guarantee that you'll have enough money to buy food at night and no guarantee of help must be daunting. Keep up the fantastic work dude/dudet, and feel free to take your sweet time with it too. It's better to make sure its done right than to rush it out the door.