Roxycat

Ive been working with only a few mods, everytime i try to join one of my servers itll get stuck at the "Loading terrain" screen before crashing. This has been happening since March, ive googled for answers and tested out fixes from videos and nothing has been working. I deleted any mods that were insufficent and that wont work, i tried changing the VBO, ive looked in the folders. Ive tried to see if it was malware or a virus and nothing worked. I really want to play but I actually cannot open any server. Any ways to fix this?