Does anybody know some channel on youtube or some tutorial site that teaches you to create a magic mod of astral sorcery and thaumcraft? teaching how to make particles in code and design, multiblock structures, quests books, crafting tables spices, rituals etc? sorry my english, i know its very bad 

There is no single consensus as to what a 'magic mod' is (just ask Vazkii), so there won't be a single tutorial for it. It sounds like what you want to do is replicate some of the flashy effects from mods like thaumcraft, AS, etc. I'd recommend starting with a simple mod, maybe just even a single block and/or item, then maybe move to particles, then sounds, then packets/network stuff, then maybe take a crack at openGL. It will be a long road, but if those mods could get there, then you can too (with enough time and effort of course). Good luck!