13 separate instances of
[net.minecraft.item.crafting.RecipeManager/]: Skipping loading recipe ... as it's serializer returned null
in that debug.log, and many more failing because of missing ingredients/tags
Optifine for 1.13 and later isn't a Forge mod, it's a ModLauncher (the thing that Forge runs on top of nowadays) plugin.
It won't show in Forge's mod list.